Sunday 27 January 2013

Romanticism

No idea now I am totally hooked up on you.
We have been spending time with each other too much these days. Well, not just that. We are dating now.
I guess 12 years of waiting worth it? No idea. I hope it does.

I just wish things goes fine and the best for me. Really. I don't know what love is and the idea of falling in love still, scares the shit out of me but I feel happy and comfortable. Also, we could talk it out and discuss about it.

I like that.

Wednesday 16 January 2013

Yayo

Yayo yayo yayo..
Lana Del Rey's voice just mesmerizing and I am really serenaded by her.

"Let me put on a show for your darling, let me put on a show for you tiger. Let me put on a show.."

Been spending time with you too much these days. I don't know if it is a bad thing or good thing. What I know is that I feel happy. What I always wanted. Simplicity.

Life has been hectic. I've been keep falling sick these days. Fortunately I recover as soon as there are jobs around. Alhamdulillah. I feel so grateful for the health granted for me.

I am very happy for a start of my 2013. Life's been good. Work has been happy even though tiring.

Thursday 10 January 2013

Overneath Dark Path of Misery

Lame, right? Using one of Marilyn Manson's song as a title.
It has been such a long time since the last time I really write, or...type. Closed down my blog like 2 years ago.

Okay, first post.

Can't believe I am already 22 years old. Technically I am still 21. So many things happened as I grow older.
Everyone is growing up, friends getting married, moved overseas and lots more.

And here I am, all alone. Still single. Not to loathe about my current status but then soooooo bored. My ego is the problem. My goddamn stupid ego.

Ten freaking years has past, and I am still have feelings for you. Weird. Sometimes I cry myself to sleep, why why and why. What is so special about him? No idea. I've been surrounded by even more successful, hot boys. Still, I choose my game buddies over everyone else.

Maybe another reason is he is  the only person that I am comfortable with. That is the main reason why.
Oh well. T____T